fear......

ppl hav all kinds of fears (im nt talkn abt aquaphobia or vertigo) fear of letting go, fear of "what will ppl thnk" etc

these apprehension make ppl to da stupidest of thngs......ive been victimised over n over. nw im begining to develop a fear myslf. im afraid that i wnt b able to trust ppl nemre. bt i guess only time will tell if i get consumed by my fear or if i can ride over a storm yet again.

i dnt have ne other significant fear, but there is one thing that i have to learn to let go....i dnt let go of things easily.......nt bcos of a fear of loosing things.....but its cos i love them so much( things include old clothes toys n all the oda jazz bt most imprtntly ppl{ espcly a few that i call "frnds"}) that i jus dnt wanna let go.

well da cliched "clenched fist" example is the only thing that eventually convinces me to let go.
i need to learn to nt get involved too much wit da stf around me.

or i guess i shld jus by myslf an alto,den i keep saying "lets go" :p



kya hai k......i da last few posts have been very senti n philosophical n shit ( mom dad i thnk im finally growing up)